I guess it goes to show you that things are never what they seem.People are never who they present themselves as and life is never quite as hard or as simple as some would make it seem.
This will be my last journal entry for a long time.
As you might have noticed I still have not come around to any luck in finding what I need to continue with my art. Also my sub is going to run out in a couple weeks. I've met some wonderful people here. Some I can call true friends. But it hasn't all been beautiful. I have also seen the lies that these simple typed words can form. Been on the end of understanding too late that the honor and respect I once sought out in this world is waved before my eyes and then the masks are torn away only to find the sword plunged so deeply into my heart. I wish you all well. Even those of you who would have my heart stilled before you. I wish you well.
To the one I journeyed to see and explored the Old lands with I hope life will be blessed and you will always see what can be in life. Look beneath the dark and rotten surface to know that there lies something beautiful. You will be happy again. I promise.You just have to let yourself be.
To the one I who taught me to trust and live I wish only happiness for you. I hope you see your worth and someday understand that those who harm you are not worth dying for.I nor any other that harm you are worth the fall.Fly high my friend and brother.
To the one who broke my faith in this world I hope someday you find something that quells that hatred in your heart.I hope you find someone with the strength to pull you from the depths you have clung to and that someday you truly seek to be free of them.I wish you well.
To the rest of you. Those I have enjoyed speaking to and sharing with. I wish you all the best in your work and life. I hope all your dreams come to bear.You all have my best.
I bid you all goodbye.